There is so much on my mind and my heart this morning.
I feel the need to vent, without divulging everything.
So, this is a brain dump, of sorts.
Ever feel like you're on the edge of something?
Yet, completely unsure if it is something amazing or perhaps something horrible.
I feel like I am standing on the edge of a cliff.
I have always been a "needs to know as many details as possible, in order to plan ahead and be prepared" kind of person. I am trying to get better at that, but Lord knows it is a daily struggle. I have no choice but to change though, because since I have fully given my life back over to God, He has changed EVERYTHING! I have surrendered fully to Him, so I ultimately have no control over my own life.
I wouldn't have it any other way!
So, the question remains...what do I do about this cliff??
"For we walk by faith, not by sight." - II Corinthians 5:7
I most certainly don't want to turn around and go back where I came from, so my only option is to jump.
With my faith and trust entirely in God I know that He will hold me while I soar and set me down safely on the other side.
I find it so fitting that very recently God has given me the opportunity to witness some very special individuals in my life wholly putting their faith in God during the most trying of times!
Such great examples for me to follow!
So, it is with my faith in God and butterflies in my tummy that I stand here on this cliff and wait for Him to tell me to jump! ;o)